why? Y?
why don't understand?
why cannot understand?
WHY...........
WHY...
get Away is a solution,
I don't want you continuously get hurt,
Continuously talk in emotionally,
Definitely WILL accidentally Speak out,
SOMETHING EVEN Worst..
BECAUSE,
I understand I AM such a FUCKER,
EQ FUCKING LOW,
I can't normally TALK emotionally,
I TRY to learn in ANGER MANAGEMENT,
so i TRY find A solution,
GET away to avoid continuously Hurt DEEPER
WHy Don't u Understand,
Or U WANT continuously Deeper?
Is THAT WHAT u want!?
LEAVE ME ALONE when i asked you to,
so now YOU know why?
AWAY from me won't get HURT,
let it PEACE, cooL
so LEAVE ME ALONE..
CUZ I don't WANT hurt You!
but I Realize,
u don't understand Why,
I DON'T expect anything,
My world is THat sucks, really SUX,
I Don't Need people to understand my world,
CUZ no 1 will... want to understand FUCKING SUCKING WORLD
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
Fictional Case Study
-Fictional Character-
A - killer's only lover
B - killer
C - victim
D - victim's only lover
*Assumed that relationship between A and B is could not be replaced while C and D too.
-The Event-
B is a person who accidentally killed D,
so B is a killer and caused C lose D,
Situation 1************************************************************
B feel sad and uncomfortable, so B want to release guiltiness
and be responsible and compensate C by punish itself,
action by B is leaving A, B's only lovers, leaving A forever,
Go into the prison, admit the the wrong of killing D,
however, the compensation by B logically could not brought back D to life,
so since C is the victim in this case,
therefore C is the only key to lead nobody suffer.
-Question-
After B compensate C by going to jail and receive punishment,
will C happy, satisfy and forgive B, and forget about it?
-Hypothesis 1-
if C give positive answer, factor of such action could because of
C is generous, kind, and could forgive B,
even D is 1 of the important people in C's life.
if this case happen,
expected result,
A suffer due to lose of B, because B go to jail.
B suffer due to go to jail, but relief in guiltiness
C relief due to C forgive B for killing D and forget about it,but suffer losing D
D suffer due to could not live longer cause killed by B
overall losses,
A lose B
B lose A
C lose D
D lose C
-Hypothesis 2-
If C give negative answer, factor of such action could because of
C could not bear the effort of losing D, so painful for C to lose D,
plus D is 1 of the important people in C's life.
if this case happen, the expected result will be
expected result,
A suffer due to B compensate by receive own created punishment and leaving A.
B suffer due to B want compensate by received punishment.
C suffer due to obviously because of losing D.
D suffer due to could not live longer cause killed by B.
overall loses,
A lose B
B lose A
C lose D
D lose C
Situation 2************************************************************
B choose to runaway from admit the truth,
and there is nothing to prove B is the killer,
and B continue to stay along together with A,
so in such decision, ethically it was wrong to do so,
and D had been killed by B, Is a forever loses for C,
cause death could not back into life.
so since C is the victim in this case,
therefore C is the only key to lead nobody suffer.
-Question-
After B runaway from truth, will C happy, satisfy and forgive B, and forget about it?
-Hypothesis 3-
if C give positive answer, factor of such action could because of
C is generous, kind, and could forgive B,
even D is 1 of the important people in C's life.
if this case happen,
expected result,
A relief because B didn't go into jail.
B relief because B didn't go into jail, but might be suffer and guilty forever.
C relief due to C forgive B for killing C's lover and forget about it.
D suffer due to could not live longer cause killed by B.
overall loses,
A didn't lose B
B didn't lose A
C lose D
D lose C
-Hypothesis 4-
If C give negative answer, factor of such action could because of
C could not bear the effort of losing D, so painful for C to lose D,
plus D is 1 of the important people in C's life.
if this case happen, the expected result will be
expected result,
A relief because B didn't go into jail
B relief because B didn't go into jail, but might be suffer and guilty forever
C suffer because losing D, the only lovers of C
D suffer due to could not live longer cause killed by B
Overall loses,
A didn't lose B
B didn't lose A
C lose D
D lose C
-The Conclusion-
i wasn't bias in concluding anything, to prove i wasn't, u are human so think logically,
If you are A, which hypothesis you will choose?
If you are B, which hypothesis you will choose?
If you are C, which hypothesis you will choose?
If you are D, which hypothesis you will choose?
you will find out what's at other people shoes when you are any of them,
you will understand why specific character will choose such answer,
you will realize there is no actual right answer at all,
you will learned everything require sacrifices,
and i am certainly understand,
the world is wonderful because had variety of different kind of people,
and no 1 is the same..
different view will concluded different answer.
different character choose different answer,
some might have their own specific answer that out these choices,
it depends on people's opinion, reason, factors of selection,
and no answer is the right answer.
BUT.......
is the world FAIR all the time?
is this realistic world will allow u knowing, contacting
someone good ALL THE TIME? if only u are lucky enough
sometimes environment force us to becoming someone u don't want to be,
is not u wanted to be, is u force to be, FORCE TO BE!
who like someone who is selfish?
who don't like someone who is generous?
who like someone who is a liar?
who don't like someone who is honest?
who can answer these question correctly?
think about it.....
A - killer's only lover
B - killer
C - victim
D - victim's only lover
*Assumed that relationship between A and B is could not be replaced while C and D too.
-The Event-
B is a person who accidentally killed D,
so B is a killer and caused C lose D,
Situation 1************************************************************
B feel sad and uncomfortable, so B want to release guiltiness
and be responsible and compensate C by punish itself,
action by B is leaving A, B's only lovers, leaving A forever,
Go into the prison, admit the the wrong of killing D,
however, the compensation by B logically could not brought back D to life,
so since C is the victim in this case,
therefore C is the only key to lead nobody suffer.
-Question-
After B compensate C by going to jail and receive punishment,
will C happy, satisfy and forgive B, and forget about it?
-Hypothesis 1-
if C give positive answer, factor of such action could because of
C is generous, kind, and could forgive B,
even D is 1 of the important people in C's life.
if this case happen,
expected result,
A suffer due to lose of B, because B go to jail.
B suffer due to go to jail, but relief in guiltiness
C relief due to C forgive B for killing D and forget about it,but suffer losing D
D suffer due to could not live longer cause killed by B
overall losses,
A lose B
B lose A
C lose D
D lose C
-Hypothesis 2-
If C give negative answer, factor of such action could because of
C could not bear the effort of losing D, so painful for C to lose D,
plus D is 1 of the important people in C's life.
if this case happen, the expected result will be
expected result,
A suffer due to B compensate by receive own created punishment and leaving A.
B suffer due to B want compensate by received punishment.
C suffer due to obviously because of losing D.
D suffer due to could not live longer cause killed by B.
overall loses,
A lose B
B lose A
C lose D
D lose C
Situation 2************************************************************
B choose to runaway from admit the truth,
and there is nothing to prove B is the killer,
and B continue to stay along together with A,
so in such decision, ethically it was wrong to do so,
and D had been killed by B, Is a forever loses for C,
cause death could not back into life.
so since C is the victim in this case,
therefore C is the only key to lead nobody suffer.
-Question-
After B runaway from truth, will C happy, satisfy and forgive B, and forget about it?
-Hypothesis 3-
if C give positive answer, factor of such action could because of
C is generous, kind, and could forgive B,
even D is 1 of the important people in C's life.
if this case happen,
expected result,
A relief because B didn't go into jail.
B relief because B didn't go into jail, but might be suffer and guilty forever.
C relief due to C forgive B for killing C's lover and forget about it.
D suffer due to could not live longer cause killed by B.
overall loses,
A didn't lose B
B didn't lose A
C lose D
D lose C
-Hypothesis 4-
If C give negative answer, factor of such action could because of
C could not bear the effort of losing D, so painful for C to lose D,
plus D is 1 of the important people in C's life.
if this case happen, the expected result will be
expected result,
A relief because B didn't go into jail
B relief because B didn't go into jail, but might be suffer and guilty forever
C suffer because losing D, the only lovers of C
D suffer due to could not live longer cause killed by B
Overall loses,
A didn't lose B
B didn't lose A
C lose D
D lose C
-The Conclusion-
i wasn't bias in concluding anything, to prove i wasn't, u are human so think logically,
If you are A, which hypothesis you will choose?
If you are B, which hypothesis you will choose?
If you are C, which hypothesis you will choose?
If you are D, which hypothesis you will choose?
you will find out what's at other people shoes when you are any of them,
you will understand why specific character will choose such answer,
you will realize there is no actual right answer at all,
you will learned everything require sacrifices,
and i am certainly understand,
the world is wonderful because had variety of different kind of people,
and no 1 is the same..
different view will concluded different answer.
different character choose different answer,
some might have their own specific answer that out these choices,
it depends on people's opinion, reason, factors of selection,
and no answer is the right answer.
BUT.......
is the world FAIR all the time?
is this realistic world will allow u knowing, contacting
someone good ALL THE TIME? if only u are lucky enough
sometimes environment force us to becoming someone u don't want to be,
is not u wanted to be, is u force to be, FORCE TO BE!
who like someone who is selfish?
who don't like someone who is generous?
who like someone who is a liar?
who don't like someone who is honest?
who can answer these question correctly?
think about it.....
Write with Peace
-The Lame Poem-
We were born with,
own specialty into this world,
own personality,
own dreams,
own negative,
own cognitive,
own bla bla bla..
The world is violence which came a lot of question,
why we have to fight?
why we have to debate?
why we can't understand each other?
why we can't listen to each other?
why we didn't tolerate?
why we didn't peacefully stand into people shoes?
So the factor behind,
because uncontrollable ego of fight.
because debating to overwhelm own dissatisfaction of opinion.
because did not care about understanding of opponent.
because of selfishness wants other to listen to you first.
because tolerated but it did not works.
because we don't stand people shoes and understand others.
Therefore,
that is only just my opinion,
this should not belong to others opinion,
that is only just my view,
this should not expect others to agree,
that is only just my bias cognitive,
this should let people understand you,
But..
what's the point for u to have such opinion at first?
what's the point for u to calm down let other understand?
what's the point for u to egoism wants other to agree with you?
what's the point for u to be reasonable?
what's the point for u to be not selfish?
I know the answer,
because i am stupid.
because i am f**k up.
because i am sucker.
because i am piece of shit.
because i am selfish.
because i am in love with something that i would not imagine how if i lose it.
We were born with,
own specialty into this world,
own personality,
own dreams,
own negative,
own cognitive,
own bla bla bla..
The world is violence which came a lot of question,
why we have to fight?
why we have to debate?
why we can't understand each other?
why we can't listen to each other?
why we didn't tolerate?
why we didn't peacefully stand into people shoes?
So the factor behind,
because uncontrollable ego of fight.
because debating to overwhelm own dissatisfaction of opinion.
because did not care about understanding of opponent.
because of selfishness wants other to listen to you first.
because tolerated but it did not works.
because we don't stand people shoes and understand others.
Therefore,
that is only just my opinion,
this should not belong to others opinion,
that is only just my view,
this should not expect others to agree,
that is only just my bias cognitive,
this should let people understand you,
But..
what's the point for u to have such opinion at first?
what's the point for u to calm down let other understand?
what's the point for u to egoism wants other to agree with you?
what's the point for u to be reasonable?
what's the point for u to be not selfish?
I know the answer,
because i am stupid.
because i am f**k up.
because i am sucker.
because i am piece of shit.
because i am selfish.
because i am in love with something that i would not imagine how if i lose it.
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